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Monday, August 30, 2010

a day for conflict solving 082910

SUNDAY: was designated for the once a month cashflow & millionaire mind gathering. got to coach and facilitate cashflow again. i also got a chance to address some concerns of my friend. received a lot of blessings in forms of free stuff such as lots of free food, free ride, and free coaching. yet another day fulfilled but there was still conflict breeming internally. late at night when i shared this negativity with angel. it felt good in such a way that i was able to loosen up some of the baggages i have and able to rethink what's the best way to address them.

a day with the princess 082810

SATURDAY: right after work, i went to pampanga to meet up my princess and as she said, her uncles which had just arrived there. i got to meet a lot of people this day special her uncle who resides in australia. i had fun talking to him. as they went home, so did i. i went back to manila with my princess to escort her to pasig. got to spend time with her again as a form of a lil celebration for her upcoming birthday this september. and as i was riding a jeepney going home i felt tired yet so complete.

a day of paycheck 082710

FRIDAY: was another morning when i did some updating with my blogs. aside from that, its PAYCHECK day. wow, its like playing cashflow 101 and i just landed on the paycheck title and shouted out "paycheck!" for the my monthly cashflow. the money were off to the jars i made for them for safe and managed keeping. nothing much about the day but more on catching up with sleep and rest again for the last day of the week. i had scheduled activities for the weekend and need to store up some because most of those activities were supposed to be whole day. :D

a day for coaching breakthroughs 082610

THURSDAY: morning when i met up with my leader, close friend and ally, reina. we agreed to meet thusrday morning to catch up. she also asked me to explain all that there is to know about ca2020. so we had breakfast at chowking fronting shangrila plaza. first she then vented out all of her baggages and emotional troubles.it was a great experience to listen to a dear friend and helping them out. i gave her tips, tasks and somethings to do to counter her troubles. it was funny when she mentioned to see each other weekly to keep her sane from all her baggages.

a day i chose to sleep 082510

WEDNESDAY: is a day that i chose to rest and sleep for long hours since it has been a week of controlled sleeping habits. it felt like sleep was chasing me all over specially at work. i can't stay focused at the things im doing. me head hurt, me eyes were sore, my body felt so heavy that if i just sat down, i my eyes will automatically close themselves. this very experience taught me a very valuable thing. your body needs a break too. its not that when you still can, that you go on and on and on. pretty soon, without you knowing, your body will just collapse and breakdown. i had to make a choice early on the day, i practically missed my commitment day just for covering up my restlessness. i felt bad when i woke up knowing i missed it.

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

a day i really met bajoy 082410

TUESDAY: morning right after shift, i was with my team mate from work. her name is bajoy. before going home, we stopped by at the nearest mcdonald's for breakfast. while eating my hash browns, we were talking about relationships. i thanked her a lot for that since i learned so many things from her experience, kinda puts it in the "other people's experience" bracket for leverage. i realized so much that i was so lucky to have my princess, that i should be rethinking my thoughts. loving someone comes from your own choice. you don't force them to love you back, you let them love you for who you are.

"the more you give, the more you receive!"

Monday, August 23, 2010

a day i handled the wealth course 082310

MONDAY: today was a day for my commitment to the community. last week and the week before that, i have been going to shangrila to do my service but sad to say i wasn't able to facilitate because there was enough coaches to facilitate the attending guests. today i got lucky and was assigned to facilitate the very core of wealth course which is module 1 to two amazing ladies. it has really been a while since i already forgot some of the parts in the course but the seminar went as it should be. it was great and fun according to the two ladies i met and they thanked me for the new stuff they learned. to be honest, it has been my pleasure to do it since sharing is one of my favorite things to do.

a day quoted 60x days running 082210

SUNDAY: the day dedicated to celebrate our 60th day as a couple with my princess. the day was partially planned because half the stuff planned did go as is. then we agreed to enjoy the day as it went. we watched a movie and ate a lot for lunch. very fulfilling day with my one and only. and as the day ends, i thanked my creator for all the blessings and the very special gift He had given me. i also promised Him that ill nourish and take care of these gifts He gave me.

a day i faciliated cashflow 082110

SATURDAY:the day i facilitated cashflow once again. it has been a while since i last moderated and it felt great. i somehow forgot the feeling of meeting new people and facilitating this wonderful game. the coach inside me kicked in once again and even though i went straight from work, i never felt tired and sleepy one bit. i got so energized playing and moderating that i lasted until 11pm and slept for the night.

Friday, August 20, 2010

a day of blogging 082010

FRIDAY:this day, when i got home i made to a point that i finish the entries that i need to do so to make my blog current and not late for days. it has been days since i haven't touched this computer for blog entries and the guilty is filling in everyday that passes by. and so before it eats me alive, i took time, sat down, reflect and typed in all the days that passed by.

i had allotted all the time before lunch for blogging and it felt great to share again my experiences. i even got comments and inquiries about my day yesterday thru facebook already and i just posted it earlier.

its so nice to give more because from what i believe, "the more you give, the more you receive!" so be ready for more sharing the coming days.

sharing is my basis for blogging. this daily habit is actually a product of a great habit of sharing everyday, whatever it is that i have (limited sharing for monetary needs though, it has boundaries. :D)

so until another great day tomorrow. see you!

a day of manga 081910

THURSDAY: i got back home a bit late because i got a long call on the last minute. then i played foosball for a bit with friends at work and ate breakfast after.

i got home and checked my fb account and some blog site im following everyday. i did a wrong turn to a website that ma me think of a great idea. i saw this manga strip or comic strip from the instruction manuals of some gunpla models posted in another internet site. days before i noticed that my brother was into reading manga strips. this got me interested and saved all the strips i found in the site.

i was able to collect 178 page of the story and 24 page as a side story. i was so happy because, all of it was in full color and i was able to compile them, though im missing 4 pages from the original story.

this may not be related to the whole sense of the blog which is to share the learning and experience from each day but sharing the things that interest me that i will fight for thru my journey of success.

so to speak, compiling manga comic books would be yet another doodad to be added in my dream list to do when im financially free. how i love a day just reading them out from cover to cover. :D

so see you tomorrow!

a day of great deal 081810

WEDNESDAY: after work, i went home immediately with a thought in mind. to contact the dealer's ad posted on e-bay that i was yesterday. my brother actually was the one who saw this ad and it was regarding a gunpla model he was looking for.

when i was traveling home, i tried calling this certain dealer of gunpla models. armed with a cell phone with unlimited call option, i called him and tried to get information how to order. i got to speak to someone named chris who has been selling gunpla model in the internet. we chatted around and made a deal.

i never imagined that it was that easy to order stuff and meet with dealers. i found out that chris was like me, an enthusiast with regards to gunpla models. suddenly i was attracting the same kind of person as me and it made me happy.

i realized now, how wonderful our lives are at the moment and compared it to before when there was no internet marketing, buy and sell websites, and cell phones. life was so different back then and thanks to a simple leverage, everything changed. people then produced gadgets and certain things that we can leverage on and take advantage.

i say, "Great deal!!" thanks to all the leverage i have in my life. :D

till my next entry then.

a day for certification 081710

TUESDAY: training day 27. the last day. i think this would be the first entry ill cover up on my work since i thought there wouldn't be something interesting in it to tell. anyway ill just share it then. when i got home, i forced myself to do the blogs that were still stock piled at my pc. in my head, i said, i better do this now rather than escape it since if i do that, when i go back here, it'll still be here and it would still be my concern. so its best to finish them off.

all morning i was writing each entry, remembering day per day what interesting happened. i got only 80% of my bask logs done for the whole morning and right after lunch, rest is my priority.

then when i got to work, all was the same, same as the other days before. as each day passed by thru training, i noted it down here in my entries. and today was finally the day i finish training. yey! first of all, i can't believe myself that i went thru all that because honestly speaking, the training was more of just playing around rather than a serious discussion.

for me, what i did and how i performed on training came natural to me. if you were there with us, you would see me just sitting there, listening, not taking notes. sometimes i even slept hehe :D and sometimes, i pester my other co-trainees. for me it was fun doing all those while i see my friends too stressed out with what i being discussed.

this day was the final day to apply all what we learned thru a month of discussing and practicing. and im proud to say that all of us passed the certification. i didn't expect it to be a happy moment when jp our trainer announced it. felt like an accomplishment, though im still in the ratrace.

certification on having a great life, is what im longing for. though i experience a lot of wonderful and happy moments, nothing beats financial freedom since you can do anything in that state. you will have a true certificate that you fulfilled everything you wanted to do and to be.

so until tomorrow then. :D

a day of choosing to be abundant 081610

MONDAY: training day 26. nothing much really on this day. one thing particular is that i woke up really early this day. i think it was around 530 am. then for some reason i saw one of my gunpla models display on top of our cabinet. i suddenly had this urge to redo and repaint it. im not very sure why i chose to do this that time of morning.

around 11am when i finished doing repainting, but it wasn't that complete since i had to postponed painting the small parts that are hard to paint with. after which, i decided to take a power nap to have some energy for the day ahead since its my commitment day this day.

2pm, i asked my dad to wake me up considering that i know myself that i can't wake up if i sleep for short hours because sometimes i tend to prolong my sleep and can't control myself waking up at the right time. 230pm when i went to shangrila and prepared facilitating. i arrived there a bit late, 315pm to be exact.

upon arrival, we waited for the next one to be deployed and start facilitating. while waiting, i was listening to other core team members talk about their business and the things they are doing. i kinda reflected on myself while listening to them. i realized that some of the passion i poured in my business before was less than that day. i assessed why it got to be ad found out that, i was some what preoccupied with work, i found out that, losing a lot of time at work really lessens the time for my business. but in spite of that, i still make my business grow while im at the rat race. its just that, it the time for it lessened and im sacrificing my free time as well to compensate for this.

though we are working (for those who has work), it doesn't stop us to be more productive. it depends on our self if we are already contented with what we are getting from the rat race. i know im not, and for that, i sacrifice my time to build a source that would run for the rest of my days, i can even pass it to my kids when the time comes.

my dear readers, i ask you this, are you contented with your income now? would you like to gain more while leveraging from work? if so, ill be glad to help you with that, but first you have to know if you want more or be contented with just that?

until my next entry then.

a day for life 081510

SUNDAY: yet another wonderful sunday to be with the person i really care for and love. earliest wake up time i did for the year, i woke up 430am. my body was just to excited to see my princess and i suddenly woke up at break dawn. without anything in mind that moment, i stood up, took a shower and dressed up because i wanted to be early to when i get there. i want to maximize my time there and be with her.

the trip was great and without delay. i arrived there 830am. so happy to see angel again after a week. it was fun spending time with her again. while i was there, we received a bad news from her relative that her uncle already passed away. got a chance to comfort her thru bad days and it made me realize one crucial thing and that is, "life is short". indeed life is short, we may never know when we will meet our creator.

questions rang all through out my mind while i hugged angel tight, "if ever that it will happen to me, am i set to leave a comfortable life for my loved ones?"; "did i do the best i can to live my life to the fullest?"; "have i done something that i can leave for my countrymen and for the betterment of the country?" these question rang and rang in my head. repeating, asking, questioning all details i have.

for some reason, these event made my mood change and affected me the rest of the day. angel and i even had a talk about us because i felt down and lonely. at first i thought that wasn't good enough and made me create lots and lots of stories about me, my relationship, my values. i thank angel for understanding and helping me clear out some of them. but at the end of the day, i realized that i want to hurry things up specially my success for things to go fine in the future.

for you my dear followers, are you ready to leave this world and have not done anything for your loved ones, friends and countrymen? until my next entry.

a day for money management 081410

SATURDAY: early morning when i arrived home with my paycheck on hand. the instant that i got home, something snapped in my head and screamed!! "hey, manage your money! its for the better!" my subconscious was yelling out to me that moment. before i used to do this but something happened that i spend all of it and lead me o manage my finance poorly again.

i asked mom to provide 6 envelopes so i can properly separate my money for specific purposes. i divided my pay to six (6) different account to be used on a specific reason or purpose. there was a partition for everything i needed, like, daily needs, savings for investments, savings for expensive stuff, personal enhancement, luxury, and for donation.

i felt excited for this money management scheme because i want to see my finances grow and be more controlled than ever. so i promised myself to be more discipline with regards using my money in these envelopes. as i was doing this, mom was watching me. she commented that before she used to do this and wants to see if i can pull this up. i felt happy and challenge by her comment.

later that day, i used some of my money for luxury and ask mom to go with me to divisoria. i wanted to buy some gunpla models there for a cheaper cost, and since mom hasn't been to divisoria, i thought i could take her and show her around. we ended up tired but happy from shopping in divisoria because got a lot of great deals.

"managing money doesn't restrict freedom, it promotes it!" as the wealth course have mentioned. i wanted to see again my finance be more controlled and used for things that may be of help to me and for my betterment.

are you satisfied with how you handle your money? if not, feel free to ask me and ill be glad to share everything i know about the simplest and most effective money management method.

until tomorrow then. :D

a day of normality 081310

FRIDAY: training day 25. this day was a shot one. when i got home, i tried to fix my back logs and when i was about to, i set up my music player an set the mood up so i can write entries. one thing wrong that happened urging the day is that i got so fond of listening to the sounds while browsing the net and facebook.

i got so hooked up on those two that i kind forgot what im suppose to do. sad to say, i wasted my time just horsing around and not finishing my entries. come to think the next day would be payday and i foresee some unplanned things and happenings. but it was already too late. because when i thought of it, i was already time for me to take my sleep and recover for the next and last shift for the week.

this day represented a day of a normal person that has nothing to do when his at home after he arrives from work or ratrace. i was once like this, and im turning back to it slowly.

NO! this has to change. i was like that before and i moved forward now. im different from before. i grew.

so tomorrow, new things might happen and ill be in control!!! so until the next day. :D

a day that passed by 081210

THURSDAY: training day 24. its sad to know that one precious day just passed by like a snap. this very day went by in an instant. when i got home from work, i lied down on my bed to relax, then the next thing i knew, i woke up around 7pm. its as almost time for me to go to work again.

in other words, this day was all sleep. nothing else. but one thing i see great about this day is that i was able to rest and recover a lot. :D

i guess all i can say is, we need rest. sometimes, we need a lot specially if we haven't been sleeping at the right time. :D so until then.

Thursday, August 12, 2010

a day of adventure 081110

WEDNESDAY: training day 23. yey! after my shift from this day, i went home really early and did some unfinished tasks. posted my post dated entry blogs and browsed some in the net. i spent all morning all for those. i felt as if i don't have work tomorrow because i was doing lots of things i wanted to do. and since i felt there's nothing to do tomorrow, i tried staying up 'til lunch. sad to say but i need to sleep by then since, even though i felt like it, there's still work tomorrow. this made my day a lil uneasy since lack sleep and may lead to grogginess the hnight, and by 8pm i got up and prepared for work.

nothing really happened much at work. same as the previous days, enjoyed training since this would be i think the last week for training and then we will be deployed. good thing though, i didn't get groggy or a bit light headed the whole shift.

there, for all of you readers, i apologizes since today would be more on the adventure part and less on the learning. i guess, i just slept the all day. i don't see anything special with that specially fo learning. so that would be it fo today. until then. :D

a day of show up 081010

TUESDAY: training day 22. tuesday morning and i went home immediately to sleep and have a quick recovery from sleepiness. so i arrived 630am and went to bed. around 130pm when i woke up and prepared for my commitment.

3pm is the start of the wealth course and i arrived 230pm. felt so great to see and meet core team members and coaches present in the meeting place at the lower ground. reconnected with them and established rapport with the new core teams i met. learned new stuff as well specially business concerns from coach abbie during my stay there while waiting for our assignments. i was so glad as well to see other core team members that i didn't see yesterday.

alas! when i was so eager to facilitate the wealth course this day, we weren't deployed to. so off i go, the went home to at least try and take another nap to add some sleep hours to my body.

in this day, it shows how valuable showing up is. why? i did went to shangrila to facilitate, and while during our wait time, i learned many tings, even unexpected things. i remember what coach rovel and miss mars usually say, "SUCCESS is 80% showing up!" a very simple yet important quote i got from them and indeed it changed me before and its haunting me down this time.

to whatever it is you are pursuing, show up and it will give you an even better chance of succeeding on it. so until tomorrow then :D

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

a day of comeback 080910

MONDAY: training day 21. early morning i did some finishing with my post dated entries. then i slept for some hours to recover some how. the around 3 pm, i went to the wealth course grounds to honor my commitment. i have some issues with my commitment before and i want to make up for it so i went early to see everyone there.

though i was a lil bit drowsy and a bit groggy from lack of sleep this day, i went to shangrila to do service for the community. one fun note about this experience is that when i got there, i still get the warm smiles of the core team members and coaches that i saw that day. thinking of the time line, i was away for at least 1 month and i didn't see some of them quite often before. in spite of that fact, they greeted me as if they just saw me yesterday. as if nothing happened and i wasn't away. :D

during that time i stayed there waiting for my turn to facilitate, i realized that, why would i turn away from these people who's willing to grab my hand and walk me through success. i had some stories of my own that made me close my doors on them and not show my face before.

now that im back, ill be more willing to hear out, ask out, and be coached at for the success im longing for. i won't dwell on the past since its already done and i can't change a thing, even how hard i try. so instead, ill focus my energy to now and today to make a change in my future. KEEP MOVING FORWARD! :D

see you on my next entry.

a day of the storm breaker 080810

SUNDAY: this day i went to pampanga to see my princess. even though that i thought that i won't be going there, since i had a previous commitment on this day that got canceled. now instead of wasting my time on staying at home and doing nothing, i went there while there was a storm brewing across the country. rain or shine, ill go there, as i declared it to angel. what's unstoppable now? :D

not much about the details on this day but, i guess i can call this day as a day of relaxation. though you might find me traveling thru a storm, it pays off when you get to see your favorite person.

i guess that will be it for this day, nothing much about learning new things today. so until tomorrow :D

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

a day of occasional drinking 080710

SATURDAY: morning of this wonderful day i was invited for a celebration since it was the last day of classroom training and we all passed our exams regarding it. honestly i didn't want to join and drink for it but considering the fact that they invited me before and i refused. i have to give them this chance to be with me and celebrate so i decided to come a long and drank for this day.

for starters, i don't really drink beer, but because of my previous work, i learned to drink those. secondly, since im not used to drinking beer, i only drink lite beers and my usually limit is 2 bottles. now during the session, they ordered something harder.i was shock cause i know, i haven't tried it out and i don't know my limit regarding this harder drink.

but for the sake of building relationship with my workmates, i tried it out. laugh and fun, singing and dancing, jokes and more jokes while gulping down beer. time passed and we drank all the way thru 12 noon. later when i got home, i realized that i drank, at least 5 bottles of that beer! shocked that i was able t do this.

well there's always a first time for everything. and i can say that i learned a lot about myself that i was able to exceed my limits again. :D as they say, learning by doing :D see you tomorrow!

a day of victory 080610

FRIDAY: training day 20. this day, was another day where i had a quest on the road. right after thursday's shift, i went home immediately and changed clothes and prepared for the mission, and that is to go back to the hobby shop and get some gold and silver paints. yet another day that i lack sleep because of something i really wanted.

well, its just a simple trip to the hobby shop at walter mart makati. no biggie about it, but it also took time that's why i was able to sleep around 1:30pm.

nothing in particular about this day but i was able to finish every painting that is to be done. after seeing the finished product, felt so fulfilling that i was able to get what i really want with the gunpla kit.

and for somebody who has at least 20+ gunpla model kits at home, they are really considered as trophies when you see that the best conditions and paintings are applied to it. nothing really much about learning today, just want to share the things i consider as trophies at home. :D so until tomorrow then.

a day of short comings 080510

THURSDAY: training day 19. this day, i had a hang over from building and painting gunpla models. so right after im done with the kit i bought for myself, i started to paint my brother's gunpla model kit. lets just say that i missed doing it for a long time, that's why the feeling still lingered in my fingers this day.

so when i did paint the other kit, it fell short since i lack some gold paint in my arsenal. sad as it may be but i had to pause for a while and planned my next move. i concluded a decision to buy gold and silver paints tomorrow just to finish what i started. (you know its so hard to stop doing something you really want, specially when we're talking about hobbies.)

trivia: painting gunpla model kits really take long hours to do and it really eats up your spare time specially when your doing something. now if you're a really patient person, then i can say that you fit perfectly doing this. :D

people may see weird when im doing this since for some of them, they might think, why waste your money on a plastic toy. plus its a toy, they might also see me as childish and its kind of weird to see a grown up buy toys for himself. i have one thing to say to them with regards to this, and that is, get a life! this is what i want! no one on this planet may judge what i choose to do since its not their life they're judging. i live with the things that are close to my heart. i do what i choose to, and what i want to. this is how i live my free life.

this is how i saw myself after i went to ca2020's wealth course module one. it taught me how stand on my decision and accept any consequence that happens after every decision i make in my life. from that point forward, i chose to be a responsive person rather than someone who jut reacts and complains about everything he has in life. i chose to be free :D

a day of bliss 080410

WEDNESDAY: training day 18. this morning i opened the gundam model i bought yesterday. this day was the day of bliss. why bliss you ask.. well, when your a hobbyist, the joy of plastic models or gunpla is not the sense of buying then and displaying them but how you build and the way you build one. this day was the time i opened the package and built it with some previously learned skill from experience and the internet.

have you ever felt so happy opening a box of plastic? well i feel that every time buy one gunpla model. this entry may be based on pure passion for what i really want. its the pure essense of joy i feel every time i buy and build one gunpla model. specially nowadays that, i learned how to paint gunpla models with special markers, build a gundam model never felt s fulfilling.

this day made me realize what i was fighting for in the personal side of life. this kind of life was the life i wanted to have. everyday, ill just buy and build gunpla models the display them in a room just for it.

doodads is what some other might call this passion of mine. but doodads are actually, our dreams that cant wait to happen that's why we do everything to have it as soon as possible. for a person, he has an unlimited number of wants in life. some of those wants turns into dreams and some become doodads. but for me, ill do everything first and instead of having doodads every time, ill focus on achieving my dream first so everything will be a dream come true.

a day of rewards 080310

TUESDAY: training day 17. i would like to apologize this early for the future blog entries ill post here since i might have not enough time to do and write each days entry, so i humbly apologize and ask for my readers understanding if i would be posting entries late and short. this is due to insufficient time to organize and write an entry. thank you!

tuesday morning when i suddenly craved for a reward for the past success i had. right after shift i went home immediately and change clothes. i planned to go to megamall and greenbelt to buy me and my brother a gundam model each. :D first stop i dropped by sm megamall to check if i really did see my brother's favorite model there. luckily, i was still able to find the last stock of it there. with no second thoughts, i grabbed it and paid for it at the counter.

i then rushed to greenbelt 1 to purchase the model i was longing for. i was actually chasing time since it was around noon that time and i had to sleep and rest for the next shift. upon arrival at my favorite hobby shop, without questions, grabbed the newest model i was eyeing for the season then paid it right away. after everything, i then rushed going home for me to get some shut eye.

rewards are important in life since these things are the exact representation of celebrating your successes. they are considered as a way to acknowledge and nurture your successes. each rewards means each successes you've done, and each of it also means more growth because you were able to do something hard and accomplished it.

give yourself a reward! for all we know, you've done the best you can, relax a bit and use your play account for a well deserved reward. :D until tomorrow!

a day of completing things 080210

MONDAY: training day 16. early morning i woke up and decided to finish off all pending blog post and upload them to the net immediately. from morning to afternoon ive been here in my room doing blogs and posting each one of them. about 4pm i started to get ready to go to to ascott and meet reina because she's going to have coaching with coaching patricia and i wanted to listen to it.

they started on time and i was with them listening to everything that was mention. slowly i realized all things i have forgotten since i became busy with the rat race. it was like a crash course of all learning i got from ca2020 since i joined. it reminded me of why i am doing this business and why i am fighting for my freedom, my financial freedom.

this day i realized that there was a deeper why inside me and i forgot about it. this event dragged it up and reminded me why all of this things are happening. all because of my desire to achieve a better and peaceful life.

until the next day :D

Monday, August 2, 2010

a day of meeting friends 080110

SUNDAY: yet another day with my princess at pampanga. so as the usually sunday starts off, i went there around 6am. the trip was a bit fun since i was thinking about gundams and trivias about them. its been a while since i thought about gundams and their backstories ad history. this is how you can say that gundams are my passion. :D

morning when i arrived at my destination, and saw my princess preparing for a meal :D i spent time with her and her siblings. its been a week since i played with her sisters. lunch came and we had these great meal which contained 2 of my favorite ulam, pansit and shanghai rolls.

right after lunch, we went to sm baliuag to meet up with ayish and mau. this will the first ever time that i will meet them and i got a bit shy. when we met them up, i easily got comfortable with them since their language and laugh pattern they have are similar to my princess. it made it easy to connect with them. actually, i had this feeling already when we were just chatting online.

the day was so much fun, i gained two new friends eventhough technically, we are already friends online. i was so happy that i had finally met them personally because we had been planning this ever since we met online.

the day ended with me going home tired and sleepy. don't get me wrong but im not complaining about being tired and sleepy, believe me, it was all worth it, ever minute of it.

my dear friends, i would just like to stress out the importance of building great relationships with your friends. they will be with you all throughout your life and they'll be guiding you and be always with you every step of your way.

so until tomorrow. :D

a day badminton 073110

SATURDAY: right after shift, my colleagues and i scheduled a badminton session at the court on the top floor of the office. though we came out from our shift, we were already a bit tired from work but the show must go on as they say.

we had a lil breakfast at mc donald's at the ground floor and immediately went up to play badminton. honestly speaking, i don' know how to play the right game with proper rules. i only know how to whack and smash the shuttle cock into the air several times. good thing arby was there and guiding us through the proper game and scoring.

we did match ups, alternate plays and just played and played until our time at the court ended. i had so much fun because i haven't played badminton in a while and i learned new stuff this day.

now, when i got home, i slept to recover. i was supposed to wake up around 2pm so i can go to gateway with my college barkada, but due to exhaustion after a game of badminton, i woke up 9pm. waaaaaaaaaa imagine what i did, i said i'd be there and i slept through it. i felt really bad turning down on my buddies. i wish i can make up to them immediately, but it might take long so happen since all of us are busy working and doing stuff.

the rest of the night, i just went to the local internet cafe and played SD gundam online to recover from loneliness that i had brought to my friends and myself. after i short while, i went home and slept early since the next day would be sunday and ill be in pampanga again.

today's wisdom would be a lil sharing about being open to learn new stuff. as i was on the court this day, i said to myself, "why even go for the rules? lets just play." i was a bit frustrated about the rules and i was having a hard time following them. but when i got a hang of it, i realized that its more fun to play with the rules on.

being an empty cup doesn't hurt anyway at all, sometimes its just uncomfortable. i heard it once from my mentor that, most people would rather go do something that is difficult than do something uncomfortable. taking a look at people around me, it is true, even for me. i sometimes go for something that's hard than something i can't bear.

dear readers, overcoming such uncomfortable states makes us grow and able to handle them with ease. what am i saying here, when your doing something difficult, it will always be difficult, however you turn the situation. doing something that's uncomfortable, would lead you to being comfortable with it. in the long run, its no longer uncomfortable but rather, something that you got used to :D

until then, see you!

a day of almost no sleep 073010

FRIDAY: training day 15. early in the morning i was out from work. this day i was again forced to wait until 9am because i have something to pick up from nuskin office, and that is my distributor's id. so after shift at 6am, i went down and stayed at mcdonald's to eat breakfast. then i went to starbucks pearl drive just to hang out and kill some time. it was already 8 am when i got there, and i was already getting sleepy all of a sudden. good thing that my princess was on the other line that i was able to keep awake until 9am.

the awaited time arrived and i went to octagon building to get to nu skin office. i got my id right away and decided to go to megamall since it was already 930 by my watch. i was actually having second thoughts about buying the latest gundam release i wanted, which lead me to checking it out in toy kingdom at megamall. unfortunately, the kit i was hoping for wasn't available at that place, so i went home empty handed.

before i was able to go out of the mall, my mom texted ad asking where was i. i asked if she wanted to meet up in megamall before i go home. she came and she asked a favor if i can accompany her to her destination, so i simply said yes. and from megamall, we went to garnet building somewhere in ortigas business center. we got to her destination, she did what she's supposed to do and i was left outside the office and waited at the lobby. i sat there and waited for quite some time that it got me to napping. after some minutes of napping, mom came out the door and invited me to have lunch first before i went home.

so went to edsa central to eat lunch at kfc. the i headed home while mom went to pasig.

yet another day that i exceeded my limit. :D my dear friends, if you get into this kind of situation, don't be distressed right away. ill share this quote i got from amentor and friend of mine in the community. "mas maganda nmn ung walang tulog kesa sa walang gising, dba?" (its better to have no sleep rather than no wake up, right?) so don't worry too much if you did get enough sleep for the day, be thankful that you were still alive and was able to wake up in th first place.

give thanks to the small things that were given to you. my dear friends, it all matters down to seeing stuff in different perspective :D

a day of waiting 072910

THURSDAY: training day 14.this day, i had to keep going even if we are finished with our shift because me and my colleagues agreed to go to makati and get our atm cards from metrobank gt tower branch.

right after shift, noah and i went down and ate at mc donald's for breakfast. then went back up and played foosball for a while just to kill time because we went up around 630am. so we played and played until 8am came. then we all agreed to go together to makati since some of us doesn't know where it is.

we got there on time, say, around 8:35am and i was shocked when i saw the line at the door. our other colleagues was already there and waiting as well. they were already in line and it was a long one. it was a long wait for the bank to open and for some people, it would be very very uncomfortable bu for me, ha! come on! lets do this! hehe :D im used to waiting that's why im not bothered so much by these kinds of things.

"patience is a virtue" as they say, but for me, it goes as "a lil bit of patience goes a long long way." these kinds of situations are the type that whatever you do, you can't do anything but wait. others don't get that, so the become upset, cranky and pushy because they don't get what they want. they waste energy by cursing, complaining and a lot of blaming. as the day ends, they were more tired than me.

dear followers, life is about choice. its up to you to choose whether to wait more, walk away or be upset in any situation you might run in. so until the next entry.

a day of apology 072810

WEDNESDAY: training day 13. this day of week, i did a very bad thing... i accidentally, did the very same thing that i did yesterday. slept all day. hmmmm.. im not really sure but i think i get to tired easily these days. i don't know why but for some reason, i feel exhausted just easy stuff. maybe because i was doing things that i don't really like at the start. im still puzzled by this occurrence but i like what i do now and i do what i love doing as well, what could have triggered such behavior? hmmmmm....

i apologize to you, my dear readers, i didn't expect this to happen twice in a row. im just as puzzled as you are. aside from these, i would like to thank you as well since you've been following my entries each day, even if some entries are not posted on the same day it happened.

so let see tomorrow if this will occur again :D until then.

a day of sleep 072710

aTUESDAY: training day 12. this day, when i went out of the office, i immediately went home to rest. when i got home, i ate some breakfast check my fb account. then i changed my clothes and laid on the bed just to lay down for a moment. the next thing i realized is that i woke up 7pm already!!!! waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa this is why i hate to lay down for some moments when i still have things to do. i slept all throughout the day and made this day very very unproductive. i feel sad about it but what can i do, it has already been done. no use crying over spilled milk, right? so i would like to write as much i can today but, i guess this would be the best that i can describe the day. so until tomorrow then.

a day of procrastination 072610

MONDAY: training day 11. i woke up in the afternoon this day after a tiring yet fulfilling day yesterday, and was planning to finish of my blogs but as a normal person that i am, i experience procrastinating again. and i thought i was able to lessen it before. well i thought wrong. it was back and it was eating me alive. waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.... it kept me away from doing what im supposed to be doing and ended up, me sleeping all day.

night came and i woke up from my sleep since i decided not to do the blogs that day. so as the usual training days go, training happened 9 hrs from my time.

well, this day should have been productive but due to a certain attack of "procrastination fever", my day went down the drain just like that. my dear readers, procrastination is a bad thing. excuse me for the word but... PROCRASTINATION is like masturbation. at first it feels so good but in the end, you end up screwing yourself. this is the wisdom i share to you my readers.

a day of post celebration 072510

SUNDAY: as the title suggests, post celebration happened this day.

early morning when i woke up, and got ready to go to pampanga and met up with my princess there. we decided to make this day the day we celebrate our month-sary since its the only free time for the both of us.

to start off the day, i brought a chocolate cake roll just because its a sunday. :D then we agreed to watch a movie, so we went to sm baliuag and it was my first time there. we watch the sorcerer's apprentice since it was kinda new at that time and as ive seen from the previews, its all so great. we are supposed to watch the last airbender as well but alas! it was not showing in the cinema there. now after the movie, we went to red ribbon and bought another cake, the cake which she has never tasted and went home from there.

celebrations are important. whether it be a pre or post celebration, as long as you celebrate your success. why do we need to celebrate? some of you might ask, well, for me, celebrating success makes even more success. you acknowledge one good thing that happened in your life and you're fully receiving all of that blessing. SUCCESS breeds SUCCESS!! and this wisdom i share to you guys. :D so until the next day.

Monday, July 26, 2010

a day of family togetherness 072410

SATURDAY: after work, i went home immediately so i rest up and store some energy for the day ahead. my family planned to have a lil celebration this day. it has been a while since we went out together and have our family time.

around noon, when mom woke me up saying the my brother has arrived from school so we can go. i hurriedly took a bath and dressed up for our trip. first of the agenda is is picking up some package that was sent by tita mina in villaverde. right after which, i requested to make a turn going to dapitan to pick up some books i requested to be binded.

two things done in the list and we only have one left, which is, family lunch out. :D my brother requested that we have it in pizza hut megamall. we had a feast that moment, a sumptuous meal with sidings and desserts all over. we even took out the chocolate cupcake since we can no longer take any bite of it. :D we went home satisfied and so happy with our lunch celebration.

as we went home, i thought of one thing, and that is, family would really be there for you whatever it is you are facing. they'll always be there for you even though at times it seems that they are against your will. take care of your family whatever it takes my dear friends. so see you tomorrow for the next entry.

a day of promises 072310

FRIDAY: training day 10. the last day of training for this week. hehe time moves really fast when you're busy at something. but this day marks the day i became a sponsor. sponsor to my dear friend and ally, reina.

right after work, i went home to rest and sleep. about noon when i woke up for a very important, meet up with my coach and reina because today's the scheduled date when reina passes the 6th and 7th step of the ca2020's 8 step process of becoming a core team member.

we all agreed to meet up at greenbelt 1 at 1pm. so i rushed to makati to be there on time. when i got there, coach patricia explained what' going to happen that afternoon. we headed at the office in traffalgar plaza to do the 6th step of the process which is the pre-panel. so as i was watching reina do the process, it kinda reminded me of when i did the same thing way way back. it made me remember all the feeling, excitement and anxiety to be part of this wonderful community, createabundance2020.

after the 6th step, we went down the building to do the next step which is reina's panel interview. during the panel interview, i was listening closely to the questions given by the panelist and somehow, it brought back memories of me doing the same thing. i reminded me of my answers, promises and commitments i gave to the community. it struck me a lot and i reflected on those promises and commitments i gave before. it cleared up my mind with what i want to do, what i choose to do and what i get to do.

the whole day reminded me of my purpose and whispered it back to me. all the things ive learned, witnessed, and experienced, suddenly gushed forth and renewed me in an instant that being with ca2020, my life has changed for the better.

my dear friends, life is short, we only have limited time here on earth. it is best that we clear our minds and focus on the things we want to do for us to succeed and achieve whatever it is we dreamed for. and this is the wisdom i share to you.

until my next entry.

a day of togetherness 072210

THURSDAY: training day 9. this day is a very special day for me and my princess. its the same day when we began being together last month.

nothing much about the day since it was like any other day, i arrived at home, sleep, wake up, eat, go to work and spend the whole night till morning at the office, traning.

this marks the day where i exceeded my limits once again and began to learned more from experience. absorbing new concepts and scenarios in my life where i even grow twice because of the trials and challenges i face.

this entry will be a reminder and mark for me that i have surpassed these hurdles in life from a new perspective. a sign of greater growth and a bigger posibility in success.

my dear readers, growth comes from different forms. we need to learn from trials on all the aspects of life and generalize the learning so we can better ourselves in all of it. this wisdom i share to you now, so until tomorrow then. :D

a day of foosball 072110

WEDNESDAY: training day 8.yet another day of sleeping in the morning to compensate work graveyard shift. :D lets skip to part where i went to work. cause all that im going to talk about is what happened in my shift. :D

now for the fun part, night came and i needed to go to work again. this time, i went there a bit early to have another shot at foosball. i really wanted to try it more because the way i see it, there's more to learn when playing it rather than reading articles about it and just watching it by the sides. :D i remember what my mentor usually say to me when i see something interesting to learn, "learn by doing!"

so upon arrival at the office, i met up with my co-trainee and he invited me to play foosball. we played every minute we had until its time for training. now the interesting part of this day was, immediately after we went out of the room for breaks, we headed out to the foosball table and played like crazy. and when lunch came, we ate fast so we have more time to play and practice. we played a lot and we played good. we even got new players, our other co-trainees playing like crazy since they've watched us play before.

from my experience, i tend to judge things at a first glance and when i do, sometimes i let those judgment be the only judgment i have for such. for example, when i signed up for facebook. let me tell you a quick story about it. i signed up in facebook maybe around 5 months right after it has been introduced to the world. at first i thought of it as something as a rip off site, but then, as time passes by, my judgment slowly changed and pushed m to try facebook once and for all. and from that day since, ive been a facebook addict. :D

my dear friends, things around us may not be the best at first but once we give it a try, who knows... they might be the ones for you. :D so until my next entry.

a day of unexpected blessings 072010

TUESDAY: training day 7. this time around, mornings was spent for sleeping. so the first part of my entries might sound weird to some. :D just a heads up though. early morning i got home and i surfed the net for quite a few moments, then i slept right after.

i woke up around 6, stood up, took a bath and dressed up for work. it took me 15 mins to travel all the ay here to the office. as usual, same happenings at work. but there was on specific thing that's different from the other days, and that is i received an unexpected blessing :D

lunch time came and i didn't have the appetite to eat then. but during our unpaid break, i felt a bit hungry. sad thing is that i used up my allowance for food this day earlier in the shift, actually before the shift. so i was worried if im going to eat or not.

now for the fun part. that time, i stayed with my colleagues eating lunch at the pantry. and i kinda notice momi weng, not eating her packed lunch. i got curious and asked her why is she not eating those. she answered as if she doesn't want to eat that time. i then discovered from my other colleagues that she's always like that. she brings lunch but she doesn't eat it all.

well. i said its a waste if she's just going to throw it away. then momi weng offered her lunch to me. she mentioned that i can have it. being an excellent receiver, i asked first if she's sure about what she's offering me. well she said yes and i can really have it. wow! im a free lunch magnet! thank you thank you thank you hehe :D

my dear readers, life is really full of blessings and opportunity as well. they're all around us. for some, spotting these blessings and opportunity may be hard for some and for some its not. how do you see these things you might ask. well, you just have to open your eyes, your mind, and your heart to all the things around you. sometimes these blessings and opportunity are already knocking at your door and some are already in front of you but you are just denying because you can't believe its happening or you don't think that these are for you since you believe that your not worthy of it.

this is my wisdom i share to you. hope you get something from this day of mine and hope to see you in the next entry.

a day of judging 071910

MONDAY: training day 6. early morning i was still on my late sleep mode since work starts off at night. so this morning i did what i supposed to be doing and that is finishing my blog entries. i want to use this opportunity to apologize to all of you, my dear readers for my late posting of each entry. it just so happen that im on night shift now and i cant get to writing entries. i would like to apologize as well to the avid followers of my daily blogs, for posting a few entries all on the same time. please bear with my since im still adjusting my time and schedule. thank you :D

anyway, back to this day's happenings. since night shift require you to be awake at night, you then compensate with your day to sleep. i planned the whole afternoon doing blogs but i finished them early so i just hanged out. but for some reason, the sandman was able to put sad in my eyes and made me fall asleep. i later then realize that it was already 6:30pm. hurriedly i stood up, took a bath and dressed up for work.

at work, nothing much happened since its the usual stuff you do in the office, which is work. in my point of view, there's limited learning opportunity regarding life lessons. for me im not that growing in a sense because im doing a routine with the things i do. so to make everything short, the day just passed by as we discussed about work.

the only thing i know is this day, i learned how to play foosball. at first i was hesitant to play it when my colleagues are inviting me. but after some persuasions, i finally joined them and played foosball. while playing i was a bit awkward about it since i wasn't doing the right stuff, like i can't pass the ball, and even can't make a shot. anyway, as the day of training ended, i found out that i misjudged the game since before, i see it as childish because i only see children playing it.

my dear readers, refrain from believing you first ever assessment of something or your first impression because you might think twice when you find out more about it. ill stress out this cliche, "don't judge the book by its cover" since you won't learn anything by doing so. its like saying "i know that" to yourself, and when do, you automatically stop your own growth.

so until the next entry :D

Monday, July 19, 2010

a day of chillaxing 071810

SUNDAY: i woke up really late this time. i slept for hours being so tired and all since i arrived at home around 11pm last night. i woke up and ate lunch. after that, i fired up my pc and surfed the net an checked on my fb account. i got a bit upset since the line seems to be unstable, can't even pull up the proper front pages of each web page i type in.

since i was getting a lil frustrated with my connection to the internet, i decided to hang out with mom in our laundry shop. i was a rainy afternoon when we had our snack, well technically i was the only one who had a snack since mom was busy with something. soon after i got bored and went to the i-net cafe across the street in front of our house.

i spent some time playing my favorite online game. i kinda missed it since it has been a while since i last played it. :D

after that, i went back home to try surfing the net, and good thing is that, my connection is now better. great! i decided to download some fun songs so as to be my background music whenever use the pc. night came and we ,mom and i, accompanied my brother to his work. he filled his resignation last night so he asked us to wait for him outside the office so we can go home together.

when we got home here, me and my brother, had our fun and crazy talk about our hobby and our favorite game. ive missed those moments where we can talk for hours with one topic. hehehe i guess i kinda missed the lil guy because he is usually off to work around 8pm. we talked all night about everything in it while we where surfing the net and downloading songs.

me dear friends, cherish every moment you have with your love ones. even though you feel tired and sore, they are still the best blessing ever you could ever have. they'll always back you up if you're in trouble and wake you up from insanity if ever you loose your way. these people and their love and time for you are the most precious gifts you can receive in your whole life. as the slogan of master card goes... "pc, $250... online games, $50.... sharing it with your brother, PRICELESS..." :D

so til he next entry :D

a day of exceeding 071710

SATURDAY:yehey! rest day! today right after our shift yesterday, 6 in the morning, i went straight home. i surfed the net and watch a couple of animes and videos. all along i was planing not to sleep since i was meeting my princess around lunch to see here and escort her home. so i just spent time on the net while i wait for the time to pass.

i ate lunch before i left since momi prepare hotdogs as ulam that day :D weeeee haven't had those for while now. i immediately went to pasig to pick up my princess. we then wandered around cubao as we cherish the moments while looking for a specific siomai stand. :D

after we had a sumptuous siomai, we headed to pampanga :D rode a bus and i some what fell asleep during the ride. ahaha but i was just for a moment. we had fun listening to angel's songs in here phone while sitting on the bus.

we arrived there around 5pm i guess. and as usual, we hanged out at her home, with her siblings. fun times really becomes priceless moments when im with my princess.

now, this entry was title as is because this day, i didn't sleep 26 hours straight, straight from work, surfed net, met up angel, wandered in cubao, went to pampanga, hang out, ate dinner, went home. phew... the was some day. but the amazing thing here is i didn't feel tired for a moment while doing all those. i believe that i have a source of energy that's why i don't ran out of it. it was my Lord. He gives me all the energy i needed for the day, even days without rest. :D

my wisdom i want to share to you guys is, find your source of energy. it will make you last for the unimaginable periods of time. i know i found mine. how about you?

a day of uncertainty 071610

FRIDAY: training day 5. new training starts for the product of our account. early morning i woke up and rushed to the clinic where we had our medical check up because i received a news from the office that i needed to have another xray taken.

sigh... i went there with out and certainty of what they saw in my xray and i was worried with what they found. when i got to the clinic, i went straight to the reception and the pulled up my results. they talked to me about what they saw in the results. they wanted to check something in my lungs that's why they requested for another closer shot of an xray of my lungs. i had no choice but be sure with what is was so i agreed to take another xray there. right after that, the mentioned that the result would be forwarded to the office and i can go. :D

so i went home, still without any clue about what that was. and as i was passing by nu skin office to get and buy something there, i was still thinking of what would be wrong with my xrays. i arrived home and still wondering about it. i slept for a while since today, our training starts at 9pm.

when i got to the training, i was waiting for and announcement for me to go to the clinic at the office for the results, but alas, there was none. so as usual, the training lasted until 6am ad i went home.

when faced with uncertainty, it does mean that you also stop whats going on. you still live your lives as is. it may take some time for you to move forward after being aware of something that you don't know because you'd be analyzing it. my dear readers, one line i would like to share to you and that is, "analysis-paralysis" the more you analyze things, the more you might be stuck thinking about it.

so until the next entry :D

a day of standing by 071510

THURSDAY: training day 4. This day is the last day for english and speech training. same as the last few days, i woke up early for the training. when i arrived there we did the same activities but today we had our judgment day because we were about to be assessed for certification.

we did our last test in the morning and then we waited the whole shift for our 1 on 1 interview with clarice, our trainer. it was like 3/4 of the shift we were outside the room and waiting for our turn to be called. this moment was a fun moment since it was the perfect time to mingle with my new batch mates in work. indeed they're fun to be with, i learned a lot form their experiences. some of them even invited me to play fuzzball in the lounge, hehe fun times, fun times.

as the day ends, we still chilled out inside the room chitchatted away the rest of the minutes left right after we finished the interview. clarice, the trainer made a last minute announcement that we all passed the training. :D yeah!

my wisdom that i want to share with you my dear readers, is that take every moment of your lives to know more and more people. why you ask? for one good reason, invest in people. why? simple... i invest in people, not in money, because people will lead you to where the money is. in other words, these people will be your guide to true wealth.

so until me next entry. :D

Friday, July 16, 2010

a day of reschedule 071410

WEDNESDAY: training day 3. this day i woke earlier than the previous days since our training time was moved an hour ahead so i've got to be in the office at 10am.

it was so close, i was almost late this day, but its was a good hting since there was a storm yesterday, and its was still raining a bit. i made it in time and the training started late since everyone was i bit late as well. :D

same old, same old... the training went well as usual and ended around 7pm since we started a bit early. after shift, i didn't go home immediately, but i tried to go glorietta because i thought i would be meeting coach patricia that night. i was alreaddy in line to buy a mrt ticket when sh sadi that we can't meet that night since she was already on a meeting with someone. i went home a bit disappointed by the news. i was kinda really looking forward to it but due to the situation, it was postponed. sigh..

my dear followers, what we expect sometimes doesn't happen the way we want it to be. sometimes a lil change in plan happens. unexpected things occur everyday that may change what was previously set. as what i learned from my coaches, "there's no plan that happens as planned, revision always occur."

this is the wisdom i share to you, my friends. don't be upset with what's happening and not happening as planned. just prepare to be surprised. because these lil things that occur unplanned may be the ones tha would be better than what you're thinkin of.

so till the next day.

a day of the storm 071310

TUESDAY: training day 2. like yesterday, i woke up early morning for our training in my work. this day we met a new trainer, clarice. she's nice, pretty and very good at what she teaches, the english language.

well, like any other traning sessions, the whole day was dedicated to training, specially about the english language. there were no particular new things that happened during this day. the only thing i can take note of is the storm that came at night. when i went home form work, i was almost about to rain. it was drizzling on my way home. there's no problem going home from work since i only take a tricycle and a jeepney.

it already rained went i was exactly at our door step. phew, thank God! :D anyway, i did the usual things i do when im free, chill out, surf the net and even check fb. all of a sudden, the lights went out. there was a power outage across town. then when i looked at the window, it was a lil bit raining until a strong gust hit our windows. it was so strong that it can be heard whooshing across. in spite the darkness, i wrapped up my things for tomorrow.

now, when i was about to sleep, another strong gust whooshed in. i was shocked with it because it blew away things on top our cabinet. it also blew my gunpla collections on top of it as well. i got a lil frustrated because of it since one of my collections broke when the wind blew in. i immediately fixed it even though it w so dark and i had to rely on my tiny flashlight.

since the wind was continuously blowing in, i removed my collection from the top of our cabinet and moved it to a lower place where they can't be blown away anymore. i was having a hard time sleeping as well. the strong wind is now blowing in the rain and its making my bed and cabinet, wet. tough i was already sleeping that time, i stood up and tried to close the window so i won't get wet.

the whole experience was a normal situation around here specially when storms come in. the only difference this storm has is its wind. normal storms usually carry a lot of rain.

now, i would like to stress out the importance of being a responsive person. when the lights went out, i didn't react. i just thought of the things i need to do or i can do in the dark. plus, another major point here, i didn't complain at all. i didn't get upset because there was no electricity, nor it was dark. i just did what i think i need to do with the things being blown off.

some people would normally scream out when they experience power outage. they are usually reacting to the situation and they also complain why is it happening. they are focused on the thing that already happened, and not on the things that they can do on that specific situation.

my dear readers, respond intelligently and don't react emotionally. if your emotions get a hold of you, you won't be able to resolve your problems. take time to respond, strategize, and assess the situation.

this is the wisdom i give form today. until tom. :D

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

a day of change 071210

MONDAY: training day 1, hate counting this but ill do it anyway just to count how many days ill be in the race. woke up early today but i didn't get up immediately, felt lonely since this would be a start of another episode in my life.

around 9am when i stood up and prepared to go to training. took a bath, dressed up, ate brunch, went to training almost 30 mins. my scheduled time. i arrived on time for the first day of training. the whole training went well, but it wasn't that exciting like it used to be. my whole day went by just like that. you can't blame me for feeling this way since im clear with myself with what i want.

log out came, and it was the happiest moment of that day. felt that i was free again :D i went straight home. ate dinner with mom. i surfed the net, and checked some updates in fb then i watched another dvd i bought yesterday that i wasn't able to watch. now, during those time at home, i was feeling a bit weird because i was kinda edgy and pushy. i was texting my princess that time and i kinda pushed myself a lil over the line. i felt so bad because my old habits were kicking in and overpowering me. i really felt bad that i can't get over what happened. i apologize for what i did, and she said to let it pass by, but i was still down about it.

a few moments past and i think my princess fell asleep since she didn't reply and it was around midnight, then i reflected on the situation. that's when i found out that external factors were affecting me even-though i was mastering my emotion and kept my values. "you're like a wall, and everyone is throwing spaghetti and pizza on you. though if it hits, there's some pieces that sticks to you." said my mentor and friend, coach dylan way back. that saying rang in my head the whole time and i was reflecting.

i was again aware of what's happening, i did understand how it came to be. and the reconditioning starts right after. this would promote change.

my dear readers, change starts from somewhere and that somewhere is when you realize who you are at the situation. its like zeroing-in your coordinates then map out your way from that point. if you realize that you are in a position that you don't like or feel awkward, be aware, understand why this is happening to you and recondition yourself to what you really wanted. this way, you become responsive to your wants, and you don't loose valuable time and effort to get it.

this is the wisdom i give you tonight. hope you get this and make it work for you :D

Monday, July 12, 2010

a day of lasts 071110

SUNDAY: yet another wonderful day in my life. this day was dedicated to celebrate my last day as a common person because tomorrow, training will start for my work.

well here's what happened this day: early morning, i woke up and meet up my princess in galleria. we went to megamall first and ate pork and shrimp steam dumplings from the best dumpling stall there is. then we went straight home but passed by first in a dvd stall where we bought some cds :D

we arrived here at home and had lunch with my family. this would be the first time my princess would have seen and met my parents and my brother as well. right after lunch, i escorted her to her main agenda, which is her work in pasig. knowing my princess is safe and sound in her destination, i went to pass by my tita's place in pasig. we had a lil chitchat with tita and tito and caught up with some stories and gossips about me and others while i wait for dad so i can catch a ride home. :D

i watched new dvd's when i got home from pasig. and that's how i ended this wonderful day.

today was my last day as a free man in my view. please don't get me wrong about this. getting a job is good but for me its just temporary because im broke as of the moment. keeping the same job for a long time would be insanity, because that makes me trapped in the same race.

i want something that can generate income without me personally being there or personally operating it. im going for the passive source of income. it's tough to acquire such source though but for me to start my journey to that state, i need to go and have a job. for me its just stage point five, to acquire income for me to move around in stage one and prepare for my stage two.

so as i move forward to another chapter i my life, i ended the previous chapter with a celebration with all of my love ones. this is how i say thank you to God and the universe for all the blessings i receive all the days of my life.

Im a loving family, gorgeous girlfriend, sumptuous food, wonderful business, and work MAGNET!!! thank you thank you thank you Lord!!!

hope you get something out of this day. so until tomorrow :D

Saturday, July 10, 2010

a day of cleaning 071010

SATURDAY: this day, i thought of cleaning. i haven't cleaned my room for weeks now since i've been busy doing stuff. so, right after i woke up, i started cleaning with my mom.

first thing i cleaned was our fan. its almost covered with dust bunnies. ahahahaha im exagerating guys, please bear with me :D its been ages since i cleaned one of this that i almost forgot how to do it. funny huh? anyways, after im done with our fan, mom asked me to also clean the other fan in the living room. so no complains and i did cleaned it up.

after some backbreaking washing of fans, i then turned myself on sweeping my room. at least i still remember how to sweep this time. so swept i go all over my room. rearranged some things on cabinets, drawers and the like while sweeping to keep things in order.

there. everything was done so i took a break and watched some tele. while watching, i was texting my princess and through our conversation i realized i also need some cleaning up with my stories and my thoughts because i was already creating some disempowering stories and i was even doubting. well, its a good thing that ive mastered me emotions and managed what was going on my head before it got out of hand. i appreciate it so much that my princess was so understanding while i did my cleaning with myself.

well, that's the major stuff that happened this day. and this is the wisdom i give you. 'we live in a world of duality, just as there are empowerments, there are also disempowerments.' we want to control those disempowerments and look for their opposites. focus on the empowerments that boost you up even when youre down. :D

a day of tiredness 070910

FRIDAY: Big day today. its the day i sign the contract of my new work, but first i need to acquire a renewed NBI clearance from mandaluyong city hall. its kinda funny sight seeing people complain from the long line and process of getting a clearance. you can see people frowning, whisperring with themsleves and even fanning from the heat that morning. yep, its was a hot and long morning but patience got me to a good start.

next agenda right after i received my new nbi clearance is to get to the office and submit it for my contract signing. i arrived their right on time. i gave the requirement, they let me sign the contract and announced that i need to have my medical immediately, if not, i won't be able to start on monday. so i instantly went off and had an early lunch at mcdonald's near the office. after lunch, i went to the clinic with my co-trainees in makati.

another interesting event at the clinic. there are so many people waiting in line again. good thing though that we arrived just in time and the process was just as fast as normal. i find it funny again since people were once again complaining because of the long wait. ahahaha i can't get enough of their faces with frowns and even fierce faces.

now back to the office for our orientation around afternoon. the orientation was great actually but it did last long up to 10pm which made people frown again. they were already complaining why do we have to stay that long. you can definitely see the smile on their faces when we were dismissed from the orientation, and boy it was so a long day but fun and tiring for the people around :D

you guys might be wondering why i find it funny when people complain. well if you see my world, it goes like this... for me complaining, and also blaming are negativities. according to the law of attraction, like attracts like, and what you focus on expands. so is like attractinf more negativties in life, sort of a crap magnet :D i don't want to attract those things in my life, they are crap! second point. its tiring to get upset and mad sometimes. you use a lot of energy to say your mind to the opposite party while the opposite party doesn't even care what you are saying. so you waste a lot of precious energy with just one blow of anger.

this is how i stay and look young. i don't focus on the stuff that doesn't help me even destroys me. i focus on the wonderful and awesome things thats's happening around me. in the long runn, i attract even more wonderful and awesome stuff. :D the law of attraction, you got love it :D

this is my wisdom that i want to share to you today. hope you get something from it :D so untuil the next one.

Thursday, July 8, 2010

a day of patience 070810

THURSDAY: this time, its for real. i woke up early to look for work. around 10 am when i left the house and went straight to robinsons forum pioneer to buy my phone a new pouch and strap to keep it neat. right after so, i went to shaw blvd. and looked for a specific company i know.

i arrived there around 10:30am and found out that ICT group was already merged to sykes asia. with no second thought, i entered and applied there. it was a good thing that they kept their promise of "one day processing" and ill tell you more about it.

like the usual interview for work, you have to go thru a process. and yes, it was all "one day processing". first interview, then to the next, one computer and internet navigation exam, then to another interview and again and again. phew.. i was surprised to experience this because i logged in 10:30am and logged out from the office around 9:00pm. WOAH! i correct! my body got sore, my feet tired, and my butt, flat out since ive sat all day waiting and waiting for the next interview.

one thing that kept my going thru the process was a saying my princess told me earlier. "patience is a virtue!" i didn't understood it when she said it but during the times of the long wait, it kept ringing and ringing in my head. more like a lil voice saying everything is worth the wait.

so after a long wait in the recruitment office, all those tiring moments and the long wait, they paid off. all those effort of sitting down and patiently waiting attracted one great thing. i got the job! weeeeeee! but i still see it as a temporary thing.

my dear readers, a lil bit of patience goes a long long long long way.

this is the wisdom i share to you today. until tomorrow then :D

Wednesday, July 7, 2010

a day of decision 070710

WEDNESDAY: i woke up really early because of an unusual wake up call from my princess. 7am when i opened my eyes because of a loud ringtone due to a call. i was supposed to to go and apply again but a gut in me felt like ot to go out of the house. my mom was even asking if would stil want to go and hunt for a job.

to tell you frankly, i have this story within me that im not qualified as an employee. i consider myself more than that. some of you might be offended by this, i apologize. this is just what i feel. i feel that im more adequate for business and not for a job. and this feeling is actually holding me backfrom doing my best and moving forward.

i spent the whole day at home doing the usual stuff a person does at home. i watched some tv, watched as well dvds, surfed the net, chatted online, ate ice cream on sticks, took pictures of my gunpla models, texted a lot and the like. i was trying to make myself preoccupied because i don't want to face this conflict of mine. i was still unsure if im going to look for a job.

i looked at the pro's and con's of the situation im in. yes, having a job, gives me a stable income, compared to doing business which is, your income depends on you performance. in short, variable. now if i had a job, i can have extra money set aside for my liesure, i can spend time with my princess anytime, during my rest days only though. since im running short in finances these days, its a good idea to grab this.

YES! ill do it. ill get a job! in only one condition. its going to be temporary. ill try to make it last for 6 months, and simultaneously building my business. from that point ill make sue my business will grow and make it my primary source.

so it has been decided. ill delay my gratification and sacrifice for these months. these may lead to a greater opportunity since its also a yes to a small decision.

my friends, these commoly happens to everyone. having wasted some time just thinking of a decision for their own problems and conflicts. some loose their focus that they are left thinking and thinking that they can't decide at all. a common term, analysis, paralysis!

we should learn how to be decisive and quickly choose the path we want to take and stick to it until the end. it is hard at first if you're not used to it yet but if you train yourself, you'll save yourself a lot of time from being wasted just thinking over a small matter.

hope you got something from today's ecperience. so until tomorrow's entry :D

a day of failure 070610

this will be the mark that i have blog 30 days consistently. today marks my first month-sary of blogging daily even though i didn't posted them on the same day, but at least the whole month was complete.

and as a celebration for this, i would open another blog site to post my daily blogs. these would make my blogs reach other people. for the new readers that would be reading my entries, a lil background for you. im drew naynes, blogging every day of my life because i want to share hidden learning from my experience of day to day life.

TUESDAY: this day, i decided to accompany my mom again with my cousin's papers. this would be the second time we did this for the same papers. but this time, we need to go to tita emilee's office and get something from there.

we went to the office of the department of tourism in manila. it was quite an adventure for me again since i haven't been to that place. (i have this thing for stuff like exploring places i haven't reached yet.) when we got there, we saw tita emilee and she processed the papers with ease, she even treated lunch there. well we're a free lunch magnet, thank you thank you thank you!

right after that, we were instructed to go to DSWD office near pedro gil street. no-one had a clue how to get there, but following what tita emilee's instruction that the office is 4 blogs away from taft avenue and its near pedro gil. instincts kicked in and we looked for it. we even had a mistake because we went the other way instead the one from the right. sigh.

fortunately, we got there in one piece. we found the place and immediately fixed the papers. unexpectedly, we lack one important affidavit. so the whole day was a failure. we still lack one requirement.

we went home tired and a lil upset, but we were already planning on how to fix this minor problem we encountered.

now, failure do happen, even if we given it all we've got. there's always a chance of failing. its up to us if we would react or respond to what happened or what is happening. you might be wondering what's the difference between the two. reacting is what usually do right after something happens. let's say its a hot day, and we often would say "its so hot!" or even curse the day for being hot. you let emotions control you over the situation. responding differs because is like looking for better options immediately. responding is when you control your emotions and use you mental abilities to solve what's wrong in the situation.

actually, today's theme is similar to one of my previous entry. it just so happen that this time, i was with my mom, and she usually reacts to situation. i, on the other-hand, some how mastered this differences and i was able to guide her out of that state.

this is what i want to share to you today. so, until the next entry. :D